Selfish?

So...say that I won the lottery...(unfortunately, I didn't)...

I'd want to donate some to charity. But, I've read so much about charities that use a good majority of the donations for "administrative" reasons. Red Cross bosses getting huge salaries, etc.

Paying for Make-A Wish trips, donating a skid of canned vegetables, donating clothes, giving actual items to schools instead of money...does that seem really "douche-like?" It seems to make more sense. At least I'd know that the money is used for the right reason.

Is that selfish?